its too late to APOLOGIZE

its been years since i hav lost u now it hardly matters whose fault it was,

neither sayin that it was "ur(her's) fault" gonna bring back the tym which i hav spend cryin for u,

nor the more justifyin attitude of urs  gonna hurt me anymore,

i always tried to be the one u liked and wanted,

but after everything it looks like u came in my life jus to bring changes to me,

i know nobody dies without anyone but i will always say that things would have been much more beautiful if u would have been there with me,

i can't say that i don't love u anymore but now i have started living without u,

all i know is that the way u use to wait for me after school just to say GOODBYE,

now i dont even know whether i m gonna see u again in my life or not,

a major part of my heart wanna see u again but the other want a proper reason for that meeting,

all i can say now that 

I WISH I WOULD HAVE SAID I LOVE YOU TO YOU MANIER TIMES WHEN IT MATTERED TO YOU

now I LOVE YOU is just like another three words or a ghost from past

and u feel uncomfortable when i say that to u,

i never knew that a teenage love can deliever that much pain,

when i saw u in school u looked like a little gal who is very eager to go home after school,

i loved u since 7th grade

but now may be a BEST FRIEND tag is all i can get from u

yes its true

now when i m on verge of breakin and destruction

its TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE